It's What I Do

I am so tired of politics in the United States that I will save my money and move somewhere that I can have peace. With all of the prophesies manifesting, I don't know where that will be. I just know that I am destined for greatness. I know because everything keeps coming back to me and I am in a season of discontent. I am mad at everything and I am looking for solutions to the things that I can change because I don't want my future to offer the same thing that the present time is. My present time is full of blessing but I think that I can perform beyond what God has blessed me with already. I feel as if I can do so much more and I have done so much to take action in my life lately and I am starting to see that I need to work harder than I ever have before. There is no such thing as smooth sailing in life and I have to get over that. I was put in this world and I didn't make it. Many of us have the misconception that having time and money freedom is evil. Some of us think that the rich are lazy. To accomplish greatnesss, it takes a firm belief in God (or whatever some of them believe in), a firm belief that God gave them the power to take control of their lives, consistency, great habits, and a burning desire. Which one of these do you have? Which one of these do I lack? I have to focus on the part of these things that hold me back. It may be the inconsistency or it may be the moments when I feel like I am better off giving up on my hopes and dreams. From the day I was born, I have been here for a purpose. God put me here to accomplish something and I have to be honest with myself about what God has done for me. I never fit in and it was something that bothered me for so long. Now, I see that I don't havet fit in and that I don't care about fitting in. I care about being who I was destined to be. Sorry, I am not proofreading right now....this is a simple spill. So sorry for the bad grammar and misspelled words.

Power

Today I was coming out of Wal-Mart and I was talking to my invisible friend (not obvious to anyone and only God can judge me). So anyways, I was talking to him and all of a sudden I remembered being a kid. Not too long ago I said I wasn't great with imagination but now its starting to come to me that I was at what point. I was always trying to act as if I had magical powers. I mean, I remember going with my parents to the hospital on certain Sundays when my dad had to visit the sick. I would act as if I opened and closed the elevator doors. I would tell my parents that if they give me one second, that I will gather my powers to open the doors for them. How cute, huh? I would look at the numbers moving down to the floor that we were on and then I will do my abracadabra-ish gibberish. I did this at the mall, I did this anywhere they had automatic doors. I used my powers. I know that it wasn't realistic at the time, but as an adult believing is half the battle when you want doors to open for you. I have been shutting doors on myself. I open and shut them based on my unbelief and faith of what God can do for me. When my faith is the strongest is when it seems to be tested the most, but how I handle it is what gives me the ultimate power. I had power to do all the things that I wanted to do and I still have that same power. Now, it's all about applying it to my life. How about you?