Wednesday, June 30, 2010

I'm BACK! FIRST BLUNDER OF 2010!

What's up? I am back on the scene and my favorite color is green. Well, it seems like every June I get inspired to write or around this time. Well, Eccentrik Queen's Kloset is still a dream, but not exactly a dream delayed anymore. My friend from TN called me the other day and asked me to revive my line in her store. I told her I would and now I am just inspired to start back with all of the work that I was producing in the first place. Hopefully I stay focused this time. Life is a box of random flowers. Some grow to be beautiful, some grow to be plain, and some just don't live to their potential. In the end, they all die. Ok, so I am back now and I can talk about a few things that I want to speak on. First, I am very irritated with gas prices and I don't see why no one else is upset. Why? Because it was worst than this when I was in Iraq? I am still peeved. The Benz is eating me alive. Luxury cars need luxury gas. Next, relationships and sex for me is just a bad subject. I am trying to refrain from this whole sex thing, but the relationship thing is rough. I may even dance around sex, but I really dont plan on falling in. My body does, so I tend to get the urge to express it......I don't know. As far as relationships, I just can't get the man I am interested in to be interested in me. I went to Match.com and saw the biggest potential of a man and it's like the worst for me because he sees nothing in me. He may be interested in some physical play, but he doesn't want much else. Honestly! I am thinking about ending my try on Match. My subscription is until September, but I just dont see nothing coming out of that. Next, I have the dinero ready to start the Queen's Kloset back up in TN and I have been really working hard to get started. I think by next month I will have everything set up. It's great to have someone that is ready for you to succeed. I just wish I had a close male friend to share ideas with. He dont have to be all boyfriendy, just be a good friend. Sigh! I will try to get blogging again, just give me some time. I think this may help me with the stress I am having.