Let's Get It!

I put together some things that I was going to take to TN, but trying to figure out when I am going. Hmmmmm.....I need to figure out when I am going to do alot of things. It gets rough when you put yourself to the test over and over again with some problems. Yet, I know that I will adjust each try. It's all about getting closer to my dreams. My love life can't get in the way no time soon, because I honestly can say that I don't have one. I honestly think that I am going to miss my mark and not be able to have the kids that I want to have. Probably be married when I am like 50 or will I even get married? Seems, men want to wait until the very last second to get married....then they want to pick some young spring chicken that honestly knows nothing about life, but happy to catch a man in this crazy world. No more blogging for today....I fell off into the deep end. It happened so fast.

That Thing You Do

I am not known to be shy, but at times I can meet someone that causes me to go into a shell. It's crazy because I am good at being around people but it's hard when I am in marked territories. Unmarked territory is fair game for me and that is why I always want to be outside somewhere when meeting or dealing with people. My place is also a great place because I can chill out and have fun however I want. It's always cool to kick it and be in control. I guess with him, the guy I finally met, it was more of a manly thing. He is such a man. I mean, what man isn't a man? I know you are asking. You know how Alicia Keys says, "A real woman knows a real man when she sees him" and vice versa, that was the kind of feeling I had. He gave me a hug and it just made me feel so womanly, so I crawled into my shell. It's going to be some trouble for him when I crawl back out of it. That's my middle name, trouble. ( :

Learning......My Rules of Love

Some things I learned in my past relationships.

1. I can't make you love me if you don't, I can't make you pretend to love me, I can't make you do anything. For sho'

2. Love, it's different. I said it and thought I meant it, but I am not with him, so I guess I loved him in a way that had nothing to do with the relationship.

3. The only love you can depend on is God's Love.

A New Season!

I have so much to focus on right now. It is a new season coming into my life and it feels so good because it is positive. I am free-spirited and postive right now. I have gained new ideas and the next big idea is going to be something that I will focus on and stick to. This will take plenty of work but I know that I will succeed. The concept makes me think of my relationships and friends. I can't explain it all at the moment but I feel very excited. I would tell you more but I think you can wait.